i think its so much better sketching than doing an entry into my diary

well sometimes i think its better to keep certain issues to myself rather than telling people or friends about it

lucky i built walls

xx

Cant wait for movie marathon tmr night at my place with priscaaa & tentatively spinz

yay yay yay

xx

For Aweso. works ;)

your welcome, Jon Lai

xx

xx

Last night,

we caught two horror shows back to back on my laptop cuz it was pretty late already dont want to wake my parents up

x COMING SOON

eeeeeeeeeeeeee T.T

x PARANORMAL ACTIVITY

T.T

Throughout the show I was just leaning against the bed playing bubbleshooters heh.

Too scary already I only caught like snippets of the show but the graphics were so hardkore!!!! T.T

zy said they werent scary tho ._.

anyway, today my family & I walked around chinatown after lunch MAGAWD.

what a transformation! let you guys see soon heh :D

xx

lalalalaalllllaleelleololululul

zy being kaypo ;)

uncle slowly pouring ze oil into the container

This morning lol at about 1 odd we realised that our engine oil was running low & i was afraid the car will start to spontaneously combust in the middle of the road so decided to stop by the nearest petrol station to get it topped up

I like shell! they have nice servicemen very friendly :D

BTW watched Harry Potter for the secondth time & i sstill like it!!!!! its a muz watch MUZ MUZ MUZ

kk this was last week:

I call him MegaMind cuz of the uncanny resemblance wahahah.

Introducing the best friend & hello!? (i know you're reading this) without "me" you're just AWESO.

:p

So that Monday was our assessment & we agreed to meet each other at 4 in the morning at his place & we went to have macs after our last touch up on our sketchbooks & stuff

This was after Harry Potter but both of us were dozing away at the hall -.-

Sitting on the steps of AMK Hub eating dinner lehhhhhh so chui.

& this is my area! where I set up all of my works ON D DAY (Assessment Day) done over the course of the semester.

2D final (playing with lines, space & colors)

+ sketchbook

Drawing final (yay got shortlisted for exhibition)

+ 3 sketchbooks

& all of the above are 4 3D projects including presentation boards.

Wheeee its a sunday! how luvly <:

Have a great one sweethearts *waves*

xx

"I would stare at the grains of light suspended in that silence space, struggling to see into my own heart. What did I want? And what did others want from me? But I could never find the answers. Sometimes I would reach out and try to grasp the grains of light, but my fingers touched nothing."

I think im really lucky

like, really really lucky

xx

its 24 hours till my final assessment.

My freedom is coming, I can almost taste it from the corner of my lips

I want it now, I need it bad

I havent slept for so long please let me survive - at least till it ends

chiongzzzsta xx

Havent got around doing any exercises lol. I actually don't remember when was the last time I broke sweat....... O wait, oh yehhh I remember now. It was just Monday when my family & i spent the evening away at Carlton hotel having buffet for dinner.....

nad kul.

xx

SILENCE.

I can't believe im going to say this but,

I dont know what Im to do when ziyang leaves

afterall,

I really dont want to experience the feeling of wanting to talk to someone so badly only to find myself incredibly alone because he's someplace else; approx 10 hours away

& you know what, the total hours clocked in in meeting up will probably add up to only a week before he flies off & who knows what will happen

hahahahahha im one who demands the ending of a highly anticipated movie to be told before I watch it & here i am, us being the suspense

fark.

xx

so so so in luv with michael buble

im ditching house for swing

heh

xx

lets just go somewhere far away from this world

want?

xx

I really wish I was someone else

sometimes, I think too much I get overwhelmed by negativity & all that mind fucking shit

My life isn't a can of jelly beans you know. Im not bursting with fruity flavors & rainbow colors; I constantly fight with myself every single day and sometimes worry if i am just another "sarah" existing in this world

Sometimes I think so much I scare myself. I create vivid visuals and choose to spend my nights shivering from the tremendous stress and expectations bestowed upon me

I really am not all that

I am not who you think I am

I have so many layers even my best friends have a hard time figuring them out

Often I feel so alone & deprived of real emotions

I know there are some of you who are willing to be there for me no matter what & yes, all that cliche comforting phrases ripped off from tumblr

I am content with my life,

but that doesn't make me a happy being

Im not emo-ing

im not sad

im just saying

i go unusually quiet all of a sudden sometimes too. Its not that im affected by what happened earlier in the conversation or what we did..

i just like enjoying your company, simply you being there with me

its often annoying how people try to fill in the spaces just to make themselves feel comfortable about that awkward silence

talking all the time, constantly making jokes isnt necessarily communicating you know

xx

hahahahahahahahahahahhahaahahhahaaaa

We were talking about Andrej Pejic

dont worry, hes perfectly fine

xx

Andrej Pejic

Brings sexuality to a whole new dimension

xx

LOL.

Zy was texting me about how he might be going to Switzerland this coming December but he's still contemplating cuz he was afraid there was not enough time for some of his important friends here.. & the text went like this:

me: AIYA six days wont make a difference & besides spending time with ur parents is luvly :D

zy: Sighhhhh :(

me: If your parents decided to go, you should too.. Since you wont be able to enjoy such quality time with them within the next four years.

zy: yeah i know. thats why im in such a dilemma. Havent spend much time with them

me: Well i would want you to :) familes owaez first.

zy: Really??!?! OGAYS BYES!!!!!! :D :D think we're going to Taiwan instead. Cheaper & I can bring my family around :D

me: Maybe when you earn enough in future, you can treat them to a swiss adventure! KBYE!!!! In the meantime I can go find hot guys *heartshape face*

zy: -.- *slits wrist*

me: *dials 999* hello im sorry but would you please divert me to the ambulance hotline cuz i forgot what the number is but anyway theres a bleeding boar somewhere in westmall. Plz go pick it up thank you :)

zy: .... *dials abusive girlfriend hotline* 我不要活了!!

win.

does the truth exist?

What is it?

Are facts = truth?

world's most unhealthiest relationship

wahahah

xx

‎"Lies are a little fortress; inside them you can feel safe and powerful. Through your little fortress of lies you try to run your life and manipulate others. But the fortress needs walls, so you build some. These are the justifications for your lies. You know, like you are doing this to protect someone you love, to keep them from feeling pain. Whatever works, just so you feel okay about the lies."

(saw it on sean's status on facebook)

xx

How I spent my birthday (:

ripped it off Tanya's blog [munters-inc]

but i added some stuff to make it MORE detailed kkkkkkk (in italics)

KAYZ :D
gona dedicate this post to SARAH BANANAZ cuz it's her sweet sixteen *ahem21ahem* bday!

PART 0.5

at midnight..

Pam & kerri surprised Sarah who was apparently sleeping.. deep deep in her sleep

WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. i feel so sorry but its so funny. BTW I ATE THE TIRAMISU not bad!! thank you baobeis!!! (L)

PART 1
me and jon gave presents to sarah.
sarah is SURPRISED D:
sarah what faith u have in yr friends huh :P




PART 2
so me n jon wanted to surprise (even thou she keeps emphasizing that she dont like) her by decorating her car while she's having her harp class (which is near my school)
so we, in less than 1 hr, went to buy balloons and a banner kinda thing.
and went to climb out mt everest to reach her car.
so after we inflated all the balloons and tied them together (rather ingeneiousy)
and as we were walking from the benches to her car....




"HEY WHATCHA DOING HERE?" - or smthing along that line



the amazing sarah banana's harp lesson had ended early. @@
EPIC PHAILS!

WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA you should have seen their faces. they were like [._.] on the way to my car & when they saw me .. changed from [._.] to [O.O] then after that.. to [T.T]

PART 3
we have the most awesome n amazing pizza at rocky's pizza
it is seriously GOOD :D
fantastic! AWESOME!
i've never had pizza with that much garlic n olives. heavenly!
THANKS SARAH [UR WELCOME :D :D :D]

Sarah came home & ran to where her piano was cuz ziyang left her gift on it & she totally went.. *^.^* when she saw the gift :')

PART 4
we pick amy up (thanks sarah :D)
and go to sarah's hse, which is super near (i didnt realise)
and play with her 2 dogs and 1 wolf.
AWWW THEY DAMN CUTE TODAY CANZ!! (i can hear mingyi saying cannot juzt cuz i ended with a canz =.=)
soz, the carpet was super excited and kept jumping up :D
pounced on jon n amy.
the peanut ran to emo in his little corner X)
and the wolf was snaping his jaw.

and while jon was combing the loose fur out of the wolf, the carpet shamelessly just plonked himself inbetween jon n the wolf, and rolled over. AHHHHH SO CUTEEE HAHAHAH
can totally hear him say ME ME ME ME MY TURN

so cute!
peanut also want attention
carpet will steal frm peanut,
wolf will steal frm carpet.
hahahaha.

kayz dose r nt their real names.
cept for peanut.
carpet is called brownie
and wolf is called max (or maxie?)




PART 5
getting stuck in traffic jam all thru orchard rd to raffles city D:
THANKS FOR THE RIDE SARAH HUNNY BUNZ !

PART 6

went to Meltz@ world cafe for a BUFFET WITH MA FAMILY & MY BFFFFFFs OF ALL TIME!!!!! it was a very nice cozy dinner i loved it & even though i didnt celebrate my 21st with a BANG or a BLAST, it was still special (:

i love my friends! from bf to bffs to gfs to fs to ffs....

SIGH. im so emotional :') Thanks once again [:

Welcome

to my little dollhouse. A little shophouse concept done by my boyfriend hahahahahahahah for my twentifirst so sorry i think its so cute i really need to do a panoramic series of the structure!!

I luvvvvv. I need to buy a glass frame so i can place this inside it

the stairs ACTUALLY LEAD UPSTAIRS

some tables for 2 families..

miniature charsiew paos & siewmais at the counter. but the thing is.. WE DONT SELL KUNGBAHPAO!!!!! but its okay to have a piece of prisca at the shophouse (:

I loved it so much heh. tog with a lot of my mighty awesome presents i've gotten this year

kk gotta go back to my work!!

xxxx