I can't believe im going to say this but,

I dont know what Im to do when ziyang leaves

afterall,

I really dont want to experience the feeling of wanting to talk to someone so badly only to find myself incredibly alone because he's someplace else; approx 10 hours away

& you know what, the total hours clocked in in meeting up will probably add up to only a week before he flies off & who knows what will happen

hahahahahha im one who demands the ending of a highly anticipated movie to be told before I watch it & here i am, us being the suspense

fark.

xx