Like like like, hello :)

its 12 in the afternoon now.. & i've already stuck my plastic boards against my black foam. I hope it stays i pray it stays please you have to stay!!! im afraid it will drop or something.. you know? like when someone is scrutinizing at my pencil strokes & all of a sudden, the plastic board falls & crashes against the floor: leaving behind the black foam standing awkwardly, barenaked to the public

then im dead. so dead.

I have this annoying feeling that something bad is going to happen.. for some reason, i am apprehensive about the whole exhibition << Transposition 2011 >> Or maybe its because i didnt' put in a lot of effort into it lol. I doubt i'll even be visiting my piece when Transposition 2011 opens.

ah well.

so how are you people? im actually busy you know but i find myself having more spare time than ever. this semester has finally boiled down to these two weeks which actually is the deciding moment - on whether or not I get into design communications, however for some reason I dont feel any tinge of urgency. I know, the reason isn't difficult, it isnt rocket science but yes, i've lost my momentum & i've always thought design comm is my life you know? I saw myself designing simple yet powerfully conceptualized adverts etc but now that im doing it, designing something for my client.. carefully juxtaposing different elements, picking typefaces, creating small yet significant shapes.. writing articles etc.. I just dont have the enthusiasm for it.

Maybe this is after the honeymoon period. O wait, i didnt even had a taste of lust/ infatuation yet. Perhaps, I prefer something more hands on.. Drawing with different shades of pencils, graphite, charcoal.. painting with acrylic, sometimes my fingers, fine brushes.. exploring different bases.. somehow Im starting to detest technology & all the wonders behind digital manipulation

You know what, maybe all this is an act of procrastination. Im starting to develop a slight abhorrence towards the whole idea of graphic designing BECAUSE im lazy

so you know what, im going to start now.

& like Jon, i'll be out of contact for today (to other people)

okay that being said, 40 minutes more to the resurrection/ awakening of bai ziyang :>

hes really white now like white.

i know i have no position to say, but im not white.. im colorless hahahaha so im not in that range & therefore, leaves me the right to judge :p

o yeh o yeh.

xx