Day 1 of 4 months (120 days)

+ sore throat

+ sick weather

+ a little sad

I wonder where is he now.. & what is he doing. eating maybe? or getting ready to get off the plane. I think its 11.5 hours from Singapore to Paris + 6 hours difference

So i assume he'll be texting me in a hour's time.. (right?) & if you think about it, he was somewhere yet nowhere for 6 hours... like he disappeared into some time traveling hole.. going behind time (our time)

maybe hes talking to the passenger seating beside him. or flirting with the air stewardess? maybe hes freshening up in the restroom.. perhaps getting another drink? maybe hes watching Arthur on the plane... or maybe hes just resting, slouched in his seat.. going through his 1700s oldies playlist, thinking about... me? ^^ hehe.

I wonder whats going to be like in 4 months time. I wonder if we'll still be together.. What about the subsequent 3 to 4 years? Or the following years after that.. I hope we don't end up hating each other to the bone. I hope we don't become strangers.. Maybe we will sail through the coming years which will amount to half a decade of long distance relationship which also means seeing each other twice a year? for.. 5 years?

Ugh, thats going to be tough :/

Do you think after this 5 years of long distance, theres still a possibility we break up?

Maybe we're going to get married once he secures his job

Maybe we're going to have... 2 kids? (one is adopted. the other is a son)

Maybe we're going to travel the world during our honeymoon?

Maybe im thinking too much

its afterall, only day 1 to 4 months of being apart

& we're only 8 months old

Only 8 months.. feels like forever tho, (not in a bad way)

just feels like i've known him for a lifetime

okay gotta go take my medicine

x