Do you know what really sucks? its to have a freeaking sore throat & an occasional runny nose, feeling warm all over with a pulsating headache & to add the cherry on the little cupcake, being jet lagged.

I cant sleep because i rested from 10am to 6pm yesterday local time. & i thought it was a pretty good timing that i woke up at such an unearthly hour because maybe, just maybe ziyang might be online but NUuUuUuUuUuU.

todays our official commencement of a long distance relationshit. oo did i just say relationshit lol

we are 8 hours ahead of manchester so that means.. when i wake up at.. lets say 9 in the morning? i have to wait till the day is over. literally.. only at 12 midnight that i get to talk to him. how nice right?

I honestly do not know if we can keep up with this whole thing. he's pretty optimistic but most of his friends worry about him being the one bailing on the relationship lol

oo its barely a day & i can already feel the distance

i feel single

cant wait for school to start so i'll get busy & hopefully, lessen my stress but both of our hectic schedules may also mean no time

how do people get over such pathetic mental issues?

how do people get engaged after so many years living a long distance relationship?

shall i google that? hahahahha

okay i should be done with babbling

ugh, with no phone & no one to talk to at such wee hours of the morning

i actually feel lonely

& sick

xx