sux

My period hasn't come this month :'(

this is sad.

You want to know why?

because like all girls do, I had cravings for sweet stuff >> Junk.

So i gave in & crossed to the dark side esihfknesdlkhfncsdkxlc

& now, i feel cheated & everythings not worth it because at the end,

i didn't have my period ._.

so i ate all the shit fo nuthin'

yo gt to be kiddin' me yo

x

Came home to find him lazily sprawled across the front lawn haha & since i was holding my mac, this is when photobooth comes in handy!!! why not right :p

Maxi so amused & baffled with the shutter sound hahaha

eeeee

hehehehehe

so cute my handsome boi

:>

The Aurora from Terje Sorgjerd on Vimeo.

hehe i like how we can remain silent on skype while doing our own work & talk only as & when we feel like it

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today marks the end of school for the week. so yayy! but im working over the weekend & because i've been slacking for the past week, i have to buck up.. meaning, research + more research tog with the execution of my exhibition work ugh i haven't found anything that can motivate me but anyway i had a new lecturer today at school :>

oh guess what i can't remember his name. the only feature of his that particularly strike me was his choice of color. I dont know or maybe artists really dont give a rat's ass about what the real world thinks lol

so anyhoo he had a white polo tee on with khaki green pants fastened with a dark brown leather belt + a watch of a similar toned strap. oh yes, he tucked his shirt in

how dorky, im sure tanya was in love for a moment there :>

he started the class with an introduction of himself.. & then went on to say how our grades don't matter. well, i dont know.. because Art, itself as a class, a hobby, an exhibition, a collection of artwork cannot be graded.. It is to some extent, subjective & how ironic to say i've passed art school or, im the top student at an art school because it really is up to the clients eventually

i dont know

im only a foundation student & grades do matter - a great deal in fact. it has a direct link to the amount of effort you put in you know? like for example, i tell you i've got a C & you immediately assume i've been slacking or i suck at what i do. thanks for judging yo

so as i was saying, Kim (oh yay his name finally registered in my mind) said that even if a student scored straight As in school, the client might still dismiss him because of his portfolio

but usually people with As are good at what they do right? am i making sense? i know he's trying to encourage us to continue to work hard.. not to give up if things dont go our way but saying grades dont matter? ah well

time to do my work haha whatever it is, A, B or C or Es im sure everyone put in their own share of effort and discipline. i guess if you're good at what you do, nothing can stop you

its a wednesday tmr!

& then its thursday

then its friday, friday..

the its saturday

& sunday comes after

x

feeling so down

i need a kitkat (its my friggin drug - can't effing quit) else i'll suffer from 3rd degree withdrawal symptoms or something

i have a sudden urge to buy new rings

ugh think im mad whenever i hear stories of how men disrespect women & how they can strip one's dignity and humility simply with words or expletives. it disgusts me right to the very bone.

Well, just because you're pissed doesn't give you the right to vent using vulgarities. It is in such bad taste men or rather boys, bred in such civilised and educated environment, lack the most fundamental of gesture(??) to treat women with a basic understanding of respect.

Lacking the decency to practice self restraint in the name of rage/ moment of anger is an excuse. a brainless one at that in fact

im not targeting at anyone!! just to be clear but a recent event just sparked this rant lol k im done i feel gooooood. no wait, just better.. all i need is a kitkat

ugh isdhfnkcsdxfnc

xx

i like this effect a lot hahahahahaaaa

okay i need to get my momentum back

i've been doing useless things, watching brainless shows this week

its time

just 5 weeks more till a long ass break!!!!!

sigh & the most ridiculous thing.. i'll be on a three month break after the completion of my FINAL FOUNDATION PROJECT -.- & zy will only be back somewhere in the beginning upon the reopening of a new semester

perfect

x

im happy

stolen from facebook & i look like shit la but wadeva

Renee says i look like a mannequin hahaha

im not THAT fair okay its the flash yo.

Sakae Sushi with Masstura after so long :>

it was good, talked about our lives & our friends & our boyfriends

hahah 3 years she said. Give her three years & im invited to her big day

:D :D :D :D aww, so sweet :p

x

Just because they are the love of my life :)

x

muah

Im in love with her
so much

& thats why, im not apologizing if you find this annoying.
remember when i asked for your opinion?
neither do i.
so, mind ur business

haaaahahahhaha just let me be childish for once
:>

xx

All of us want to be different

but we end up looking like the same,

acting like a trend

cuz we go with the flo.

boring

x

my hair, grows faster than your pit hair

its so longgg already ._.

sigh, gotta start on my final project/ exhibition

& zy keeps hinting to me his birthday present

HAIIII

random: i have goosebumps when people dont wash their legs/ feet & they jump into my bed

GO AWAY!!!!!!!!

k pms.

xx

BFF TTM TTC TTT

x

Chilling at the photobooth

how heartbreaking

can you hear the world mourn

by the way:

Sept 11: World Trade Center Crash

Jan 11: Haiti Earthquake

Mar 11: Japan Tsunami/ Earthquake

12/21/2012 = 11

still wishing on 11:11?

xx

The morning undressed you, your skin was laid out on the floor.
The sheets from the bed wrapped your body like tigers teeth.
I remember seeing you sitting so vulnerable and naive at the edge of the bed.
Thoughts rushed through my head, all stumbling over your beauty.
Never have I seen someone possess so much, and lack so little.
You are beautiful, my dear, and I will tear you to pieces.

woah

this is amazing!!

a m a z i n g!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xx

Sketches/ Drawings '11

Im so nervous for my assessment..

Its over (kinda) & i have about a week or so of holiday

so insecure

dont know whyyyyyyyyy :(

I dont feel any sense of relief

why why why

x

I really dont like wearing bra

(L)

I honestly think Justin Bieber is hot.

I love how Selena & him go out in couple wears waaaaahahahhaahhaaaaa

i also wan *.*

x

why do you look like a girl here

waaaaaahahaheheeeee

muah

xx

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sudderday:

5:19pm -

Mummy: Hey can you help me tmr morning? Cuz i need to reach church at 9am tmr morning. Pls pls pls!!!

Me: Tmr cannot lah!!!! what time do I end?

Mummy: What time must you leave? You can leave at 11

Me: I got work to do lehhhh

Mummy: Come home then do la. I pay you $100

Me: o.O okay!!! I think i can.................................

Mummy: Ok confirm you gotta leave house by 7:30 ok

Me: yaa laaaa

sunday (which is today)

11:09am -

Me: Hello, I just left the shop. Its 11.09 so that means I've got 9 mins of overtime pay but aiya, since we so close... nvm la!

Mummy: What la you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-

Me: ^.^

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

skyping with renee now wahahha while doing my work, checking zy's facebook, updating my blog & eating pau

Oh yes, i bought a pack of AfterEight & KitKat last night

Im so happy!!!!!

btw, pam.. zy says Whales of the same belly flock together

sigh.

ps: I dont understand why does my boyfriend call me a whale. its like as if calling me a pig is an understatement.. what an insult ._,

xx

to spinz

told you Jamie looks like a seal

RANGO

Does anyone want to watch this with me?

heheehehehehhe

:p

all the way in Adelaide with a darling boyfriend in the Navy here in Singapore

:')

xx

yawn

i want to go back to my bed

xx

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

xx

vain

sorry

ive been vain these past few days

i bought

x toblerone

x kit kat

x raisins

x m&ms peanut

x m&ms milk chocolate

i must be low on sugar because ive been craving sweets for a long time now :(

so i wanted to see if i look like a whale eating them. &

i really look like shit HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

dammit.

just look at this -.-

WAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA

ohh im sleeepy already & did i mention i just came back from lunch (with ma crew) at Ajisen

i cut my hair by the way

can you tell??

i look like a minah now cuz of my brows

wheeewaa

burps

xx