To zy

SORRY ZY.

BUT I THINK IM IN LUV WITH SUNGHA JUNG

byeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ive been searching for a youtube mix to keep me company while i do my work.

i finally found it :]

what irony. cuz zy told me look him up

it was A PLEASURE ZY!!!!! past few months were awesome :D

xx

Do you think Im perfect?

haiyoooooooooo so qttttttt!!!!!!!!!

xx

jon! accompanied me to the library today & we had dinner at Bugis :D

then went home to take a few narcissistic photos

heehee. think my periods coming.. ive been binging on junk :D :D & im never full now :(

its okay. ziyang says he can't wait to see his twins :p

wah. i look so plastic like O.O when in actual fact my eyes are like ._.

make up really very (Y)

like 1 in the morning im sleepy & hes playing the guitar -.-

sing. sing. sing. sing.

SERIOUSLY STOP SINGING!!!!!!!!! my ears!!!!!!!!!

hehehehehe

bleeding already.

its 3:06am now & im going to do my essay

nights people

xx

Sku.

will definitely miss this bunch!!

think i've got the most talented people in my class yo hahaha

sigh, will miss the clique

jon tanya crystal joey terry

so, class U of foundation 2010 \m/!!!!!!!!!

xx

you always feel like you're the only one in the world, like everyone else is crazy for one another, but its not true. Generally, people don't like each other very much. And that goes for friends, too.

Miranda July

beaaautifulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

i want to read a book

a book that brings me to another worlddddd

an escape :)

its been a long time since ive really enjoyed one :(

kinda want to lie on maxy's tummy, roll in the garden with my dogs & just enjoy the day doing things i havent done in a long timeeeeee

like painting freely

like watching midnight movies

like reading a book HEHEHEEHOHUHUHUHUAHAHHA

like lying in my bed watching videos

like walking around singapore trying out new YUmMMmYY foOod

like hanging out in Kerris Bed

like molesting Pamela's "husband"

like lying on Prisca's war torn sofa

like talking to Renee all day

like having road trips/ suppers with Jon

& the list goes on..

skyping with renee now

hahaha sharing long distance r/s woes & secrets

very nice to talk to someone (especially a girl) who knows exactly what & how im doing.

its somewhat comforting

i always look forward to weekends. especially saturday mornings :D :D

you're so far away but you're somehow so near at the same time, renee phua :>

xx

for my boyfrienddddd :D :D

(i bet hes expecting something sweet & heart warming)

NO WAAAAAAAAAY :p

nananaeepoopoo

me wins.

xx

WHATS WRONG WITH PEOPLE.

WHY DO BESTIALITY EVEN EXIST!?

kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc kfc

boo.

shouldnt have slept so much

now im feeling so drowwWwwssy.

checklist for today

x go bras basah get materials

x maybe meet jon for lunch

x do 3D

x research on Seigfried Bing

okay! can do!!!

xx

“Have you ever thought that if one thing hadn’t happened, a whole set of things never would have either? Like dominoes in time, a single event kicked off an unstoppable series of changes that gained momentum and spun out of control, and nothing was ever the same again. Don’t ever doubt that a mere second can change your life forever.”

I wished I never had bared my soul - now its all over the place & i dont even know where i am. Compromising to me all the time isn't loving me you know

:'(

i have to fill the insides & the outsides of 200 (7cm) tall cans using color pencils!!!

my fingers are breaking my hand feels numb :/

its been almost 3 hours & im barely 10% done

i take an average of 6 cans per hour

boohoohoohoo

sketching the whole thing out took me the whole of afternoon yesterday

sigh. i hope this turns out right

im losing my confidence :(

ps: thank you prisca!!! you always never fail to make my day :D :D :D heehee. i miss you too :') so touched.. despite your busy schedules & annoying colleagues you always make time for me or show that you appreciate moiii :')

oh by the way, hope youre feeling better k :p

xx

xx

raw talent!!! :D
made me verrrry happy tonight

ahahahheheeh
xx

im sick & tired of this

every switch has its trigger point

& its almost there

almost, almost there.

xx

Was reading up on a specific cult this morning running the media across the world. When you turn on the radio.. Lady Gaga, Beyonce, Jessie J, Michael Jackson, Rihanna & many more plays on repeat, do you really know their lyrics? Or are you just plain singing to it because you are so attuned to its catchy beats

Not to mention K-pop/ J-pop artists like Shinee or Narsha. These people are puppets to another world beyond your imagination..

Ruled by money they will control you.

Money, is afterall the root of evil

It is sad, really how mankind can manipulate and control & pump in billions of money to annihilate the civilization.. only to replace us with their own.

was very interested with Jon's presentation on Friday & more so, angered at them. lol, this practice is even more evident in Singapore & our political system.

if i get killed tmr ...

i dont know, but just look around you. Listen to things around you.. dont feign ignorance & allow your "love" for your idol/ movie stars blind you from their subliminal messages. This isn't a propaganda message (LOL) rather, an expressed concern for our world.

xx

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

say hello to goodbye

Jon specifically warned me not to sleep but i cannot take it.

my eyelids are shutting

haha sorry babe

zzzzzz

so many things happening to my friends lately :(

my heart feels heavy

quietly praying for help, for a miracle

maybe i should start writing in my diary again

cus im about to explode inside

xx

okay & here we are, back at square one

its going to happen all over again

xx

No doubt, my favv song of all time
so beautiful & haunting at the same time

listening to Celine Dion's songs while doing my work has become a routine
like a necessity

im not a hopeless romantic haha dont get the wrong idea
but somehow i feel good - like in peace

i can hear her emotions. its louder than the orchestra, louder than the lyrics

when she sings, its like fireworks coming out from everywhere

its not deafening. yet, it blocks everything out - leaving you to savour every last bit of her

her, yes her. in the truest of sense, purest of intentions

& one day, if i may.. i would like to shake her hand & thank her for letting us, or rather, me to believe in love all over again

hum hum hum ~
xx

Saw this on facebook.

Drama mamamama it looks kinda fake tho like how did he managed to catch everything from the start when no one took notice of them in the beginning.

Even if there was a slight commotion, no one seemed to care.. much less this guy filming who was standing the farthest, away from them

But uhm, heres another side of Valentines Day (at somerset) for you lol.

Im not going to comment on this video. I scared karma T.T

/edit

k i watched the full thing just now & for some reason, my heart was beating very quickly. I think i get excited too easily -.- ouch. so sad to hear your boyfriend call you names like "BLOODY BITCH" sigh. so poor thinggggg the guys a jerk tho. nonetheless & the girl (the affair) debated like a wuss.

oh i said i wasnt going to comment. aiya.

lets just hope & pray this kinda thing dont befall upon me..

have a great day :D :D :D

xx

Polly

Odd.

But, intriguing.

William Klein

xx

Hello dear earthlings,

just because im happy i shall tell you guys a secret......

hmm okay maybe next time.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

school was pretty fun today, got quite useful pointers from Jon & Erzan, got yummy chocolates from Gen & Joanna :D :D :D its valentines day!! & Lasalle decided to give condoms HAHA how apt. I wasnt surprised when Tanya got so excited WAHAHAH XD

heeeeee i still feel blissful (kinda) even though my boyfriend is at the other side of the world with a girl called PINKY waiting for class to start... on Valentines day.

memorable.

me : Hello Pinky :)

zy : she's telling me about her boyf :D

me : I was talking to my finger

hehehehaahohohuhuh

:p

win.

xx

To my handsome boy

hahahah since its a rare occasion im openly mushy, heres a post to you :D

it should be about... 8 in the morning when you see this heeee

oh my goddd i think im going to end the post now because its so embarrassing hahahahah but anyway

even though youre 6000 miles away, i still hold you close to me

very very close :)

so heres wishing you a..

seeyou later

xx

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

xx

some of my favvsss

sometimes i really wish i could sing heehee

have a blessssed weekend :)

xx

xx

old friend, old friend :)

xx

Caddis

"Back when I was a bloodthirsty teenage meat fisherman and baitfished, my partner-in-crime John Zebraitis and I reposed especial confidence in the appeal of stone caddises as bait for trout."

neveryetmelted.

xx

MTV Sweetheart from zeitguised on Vimeo.

When will May come around?

Caught up with an old friend today.. felt pretty good to know what she has been up to :)

Its Friday already. Its the weekends

Doesnt feel like its the end of the week.. but rather, the beginning of one

zombies, zombies are what we are

despite the occasional laughters during lunch break, the random chats across the classroom,

the rants. the snorts

we are but only empty souls

friends - we lose some we gain some

i dont know who & what are you anymore

& i dont feel the same way about you like how i did before

xx

heard it on Crystal's film

its beautifullllllll. makes me want to watch Somersault all over again

xx

havent slept since 2:30 am this morning.

can time just slow down. please?

im running out of patience and energy

am literally brain dead

surviving on my last bit of adrenaline

ok .................

nee...d.... to... ...

r....es..........................

...

....tttttt

Mehh.

I feel like a career woman/ wife/ mother/ care taker all together. I dont even have time for myself!!! this is crazy crazy CRAZY.

my brain is fried. i have no inspiration at alllll :(

ugh. fuckeeeeeet

xx

Way Overdue hahahaha

Hopefully all of you had an awesome weekend :>

xx